My grandma sat me down one afternoon
In her lap and introduced me to a colour- red
This is you, she said
This is the colour of your cheeks when
Your father tickles you after you pretend
To be upset
The colour of your hands
When you cross them too tightly
Hiding behind me when mother
Comes for you angry
And when you run outside
In afternoons like this
Red is under your feet
Tired and burnt, But so alive
Know this colour, darling
So later when they tell you it’s scary
You look them in the eye
And say, No. It’s me.
When they tell you it’s evil
You bless them
And say, No. It’s me.
Know this colour darling, know yourself
Touch. Love yourself.
When they tell you you’re impure
You know it’s not you. It’s them.
In her lap and introduced me to a colour- red
This is you, she said
This is the colour of your cheeks when
Your father tickles you after you pretend
To be upset
The colour of your hands
When you cross them too tightly
Hiding behind me when mother
Comes for you angry
And when you run outside
In afternoons like this
Red is under your feet
Tired and burnt, But so alive
Know this colour, darling
So later when they tell you it’s scary
You look them in the eye
And say, No. It’s me.
When they tell you it’s evil
You bless them
And say, No. It’s me.
Know this colour darling, know yourself
Touch. Love yourself.
When they tell you you’re impure
You know it’s not you. It’s them.
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